SEEKING TO MOVE PAST ANGER

“A truly compassionate attitude toward others does not change

Even if they behave negatively or hurt you.”

― Dalai Lama XIV

There are so many layers of STUFF on my plate now.  So many angry people I do not have enough fingers and toes to count all the anger around me now.

 ... as the Dalai Lama says (to paraphrase) .....'I lock myself in my room and then I have anger inside'.... geezzz ain't that the truth.  I can't blame the angry stuff on others cuz I have it too !!!!  The anger of others hits me cuz I have the flaws inside for it to catch on.  So, taking responsibility for the perception of so much anger hitting me now.

I just want to get off this wheel of karma. It has become such a BORING RIDE / BORING GAME. ... Second verse same as the first...

 That means not being pushed by 'the good guys' or 'the bad guys'. This means recognizing there are no good or bad guys.  I do not know what will be happening over the next week.... all is in flux.

I think this no good guys / no bad guys is a major life lesson for me. It is a good learning and painful. What is surprising is the major pain associated with this comes from a direction I had not expected ... it comes more from the perceived 'good guys'... when I would expect it to come from the perceived 'bad buys'. I see the pain from the good guys is related to my caring what they think and feel ...more than I care what the bad guys think and feel. Then I feel guilty for differentiating good guys and bad guys..... Gee whiz

Carolyn Myss would say anger is a 4th chakra issue HEART issue.  This is the mediator between body and spirit.  Issues in the body, show up in the heart, lungs, upper back and shoulder pain, breast issues.
http://www.myss.com/chakra/chakrasflash.asp

Lesson -

learning to come from a LOVE that has naught to do with person and personality while simultaneously embracing our humanity.