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Mostly in-my-head or out-of-my-mind wanderings and musings. The world according to Turtle Island Nomad: which may have nothing to do with your reality. This one is on the ride of her life. Aren't we all ... whether we know it or not.
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Thursday, April 29, 2010
CONTROL
Intellectually i know IT is about letting go of micromanagement control. The heart clearly knows it is about letting go of this kind of control.
IT being this dance in and through life here on Turtle Island. Trying to totally manage the chaos actually prevents homeostasis. Being able to dance and move with changes to maintain balance sometimes requires pre-conscious level choices ... letting go of control.
There is a choice: MAINTAIN CONTROL which brings with it nervousness, anxiety and the uneasy gut ... or ... LETTING GO OF CONTROL and being flowing and alive in the moment. Being in human form, there is usually a level of moving between the two. How good it feels to let go and be in the moment: breathing in the living air of the Mother Earth, drinking her water of life, letting the day take care of itself.
i have a feeling (which may or may not be accurate) to completely relinquish control may be to also relinquish this human life. So it is a balance. Breathing in. Breathing out. Taking in. Giving out. Taking control. Releasing control.
The suffering is as beautiful and the joy. The night as beautiful as the day. The poignant sweetness of this life brings gratitude.
A family member made the journey yesterday. While here on The Mother he embraced Her and all of Her Gifts with love and a thankful heart. He took care of business and he gave his life to prayer. He loved his wife and he loved his daughter. He called things as he saw them and was honest in a refreshing way. He moved into the direction of his heart with intention. When he saw the direction was set to journey, he went with the flow. He did not seek to control this thing. He laid down prayers and went with the flow. We will miss you dear one. We are grateful we were able to spend some time with you. Your bravery is an example to emulate.
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Hey I recognize those gates. wink! wink! love you!
ReplyDeletemiss those gates - - wish the family had been able to keep them . . .
Delete.... you are so funny .... yes, you do recognize that gate. figuratively and literally it takes you to your secret garden little one .....
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